Work is Tough

Haven't blogged in a while. I have a full schedule with work, now, so it's very very hard for me to find "me" time. I'm around my boyfriend, often, and that isn't technically "me" time. It's fine, I love him, we spent a good 3 hours just him and me on my day off yesterday ;)

Anyway, I still find time, of course, to smoke, and recently after smoking, you know how one thought leads to another? Well, I find myself missing my little blog. I have always enjoyed writing, I just never felt a compulsion to actually write about anything. Weed has really made that a lot easier. I feel inspired, compelled, driven, whatever word you wanna use to describe it; weed makes me feel wonderful.

I'm never dull, I'm never lazy, I'm a hard worker, I make great money, and I have a lot of guests at my restaurant who look forward to seeing me again and request me often. Weed takes all of the positive (and, unfortunately, negative) energy I get from guests, and I can just let it all free. I forget conversations that upset me, people I had to be fake nice to even when they were blatantly rude for no reason. Those fade away and new thoughts provoke me and I can then literally find my separation from work and home. Though I choose to forget those things, there are incredibly important things I always remember: ie. letting the dog out, feeding the animals, cleaning kitty litter, doing laundry, cleaning dishes, wiping counters, vacuum floors, sort mail, pay bills, clean bathrooms, clean room, sort laundry, make food (that part is always great) and then find time to do the private time thing (bow chicka wowow)

These things that I make sure I am always doing represent my integrity; in myself, at work, and within others when I CAN rely on them. I have learned how to do things on my own, live life, save money, balance weed and work, and friends and family, go on vacations, and all without driving recklessly or endangering or being rude to a single person. My life matters, there are others who live just like me, I know they're out there, you just don't know who they are because they're always kind, polite, careful, and give out and receive good karma from others.

One love, my friends